This is just the begining

Friday 5th February 2010
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With every person there is a story. As for my story, well let's just say it's complicated. But to tell you the truth who's story isn't? I've always aspired to be something great because I know there's greatness within in. It's not that I'm shy or scared to express the way I feel it's just that I'm afraid of what the repercussions will be.
If you do decide to perhaps continue reading this then I'd been very much obliged to give you hug, but we all know that's simply challenging the laws of reality. In fact, to be honest, I like to do that quite a lot. I mean where's the fun in reality if you can't have a little bit of illusion?
I'm a real fan of fantasy and fun. I love films and books where I can just lose myself and forget about my responsibilities and strains. With life changing exams just around the corner and with this oblivion of dark misery becoming upon me I feel the buckle on my belt getting tighter and tighter. I don't have much self belief at all that I can achieve the miracle (that would be a pass), as I'm truly terrible at maths and science, which incidentally happen to be the life changing G.C.S.Es coming up straight after half term in one week. I haven't particularly motivating teachers of whom I happen to have any respect for at all and I fear as worst comes to worst I'll be stranded in a world of no tomorrow, that's meaning a world of no future if you were wondering. What am I to do she says? What am I to do? Let's just hope for me and others alike, especially you reading this text, that we save ourselves from scrutiny and get a chance of success. Because as always my dear reader success is but a mile away, the question is are you going to walk or run?